Does the energy of those around you give back? Does it envelope you with love, or does it take, control and manipulate?
The higher you vibrate the more lower vibrations become intolerable. I have let lower vibrational frequencies get too close to me many times. In my case, all my life I wanted to heal brokenness. This has often not come out in a soft way. It can come across as abrupt, intense, forceful and uncomfortable. Other instances, soft and understanding. I believe part of what my purpose here on earth to do is to help push people out of stagnation. Force them into the uncomfortable so that they may look at their own shadows and through that find their own potential.
It started from birth really. Or at least when I was cognizant enough to begin to understand human emotion, interaction and reaction. I had to learn and develop how to soften my natural need to always tell the exact blunt, truth. I didn’t understand my level of empathy, and it could come across as curt, when in reality the undertone was often meant to pull out what came inherently to the individual. I found I became so used to trying to fix and heal what I didn’t break, but often what tried to constantly break me, I was inadvertently pushing myself aside.
Now don’t get me wrong, I have pushed buttons to push them many times in my past. We all have a past, and we all have places that, hopefully, we continue to remedy and fine tune over time. Even in that, if someone is able to strike a deep nerve, that is when you should step back and ask yourself why. Why does that interaction cause your reaction? There is a place for internal development when we step back. Certainly, there are those that only want to bring you down to their own lower frequency and cause pain. So you must use your own discernment and be able to identify the difference. The stronger your own inner-knowing of yourself, the easier that becomes. Once you are able to look in the mirror, peeled inside out, which is not easy, you strengthen your bond within you. This is what brings out your higher-self.
If this sounds like a bunch of non-sense, read about CIA agents. What they use to develop and scope out intelligence. Intuition and the further development of the pineal gland. Look into retired agents that can pick up on what someone they are interrogating is going to say before they say it. Or the subtle cues that the mass majority of people fail to see.
People are broken in many ways for many different reasons. I have had my own fair share of that introduced far too young. I would not change it though. It taught me and has molded me to pick up on that same brokenness in others at times. Often without them having to tell me. The older I get, like that of any instrument, the more finely tuned I become with these senses.
Being able to have a small part in a person’s life that aides to heal them is a powerful tool. It is one that we all have the ability of implementing in our lives. It can manifest in many forms, as we all have unique talents that are individual to us alone. Some might be more keen to this. My way is certainly not for everyone. When you trigger someone they can go one of two ways. This could lead to a deeper connection or perhaps a need for them to escape you as fast as possible. Each person’s journey is their own.
What I have learned is being more aligned with tempering this and my own energy. Too often I gave too much. Too often I let that stagnant energy reside or envelope my own. This is a hinderance. This lowers your own vibration and you are no longer serving the greatest good for yourself or for others. When you look at people as energy, learn how to take in what is beneficial, aide where you can, and leave or put down what you have to that is not yours to begin with.
Any time you come home and you are carrying that weight you feel on your shoulders or lower back after interaction, check to see where it comes from. It may not be your own. Learn how to be a light for others without becoming an obstacle for yourself.
You have the ability to be a hero in someone’s life and you may never know that you are. Sometimes people fall in the lap of others and leave a lasting impact long after they have gone unbeknownst to them. What kind of impact do you want to leave long after you have left?